Take a leap of faith.

It's now or never, and if you want it to happen, make it happen.No you can't expect happiness. You create it. Happiness comes from within, yes it's just a feeling that may seem random,but its not. Happiness is born with every act of satisfaction. Do good, feel good. Be who you want to be, and know that your capable of anything. We all have goals, some big some small, and some of us proabably would like to think we are spontaneous and unexpected and that you 'go with the flow'. But thats not really true. You plan on brushing your teeth tomorrow dont you? ( please say yes ) and you do plan on wearing shoes, speaking in english, breathing, eating, sleeping. There are things you can't help, and then there are the things that you can. These things can make you happy, even in the slightest way. Like.. opening the door for that little old lady, you shouldnt expect anything in return, but instead you get so much more back. You get the satisfaction of helpng others, you may be thanked which makes you just feel good in general, and if you really think about it, thats one door closer to getting you those beautiful biceps. Its a win-win situation. Do good, feel good. It's 3 am, and in the last 6 hours, I have been singing for atleast 4 of them. Which probably benefitted nobody but myself. My throat is strained, but it's just pure bliss. "It hurts so good." Plus after 6-7 hours of waiting, Brian is singing. Which is great. Tomorrow Brian's coming over, and that would be the second time I've seen him in the last 2 to 3 years, and also the second time this summer. He's tuning my guitar which would make me eternally grateful although it is a guitar I cannot play. One of my goals, other than becoming a vegan, is playing the guitar. These goals are managable, and I will reach them. Half of the happiness comes from achieving the goal, but the other half comes from the journey there. Just like when an exciting event is coming up, half of the happiness is coming from the anticipation. Think about it. Or not. Either way, go out and be happy. Nothing is holding you back. Go out, and take a leap of faith. And if you don't reach the other side, it's okay. It's a stepping stone. You are that much closer. You can be happier even if you are happy. No limits, just jump.