almost tomorrow

Tomorrow is my birthday, and i sort of feel like crap. Boyfriend issues, school issues( kinda not really) and i lost my Ti-83. On the bright side My mom bought me some vegan cheese online and im eating macadamia nuts straight from hawaii. yum. but seriously i dont know what to do.

Running on Hope

So this weekend was super busy, volunteering and today was the CIBC run for the cure. I raised 400 dollars, and ran the 5kms in 25 minutes and 40 seconds. My hair was pink! Honestly, the idea of breast cancer scares me. The thought of other peoplehaving it is so sad. The idea of other people suffering is so sad. Thats why I often cry alot in social. Anywhos, that is that. Anyways I figuired out that being pestered, questions and even disliked because I'm vegan is just never ending and is just a part of it. OH well, if thats what it takes I guess. ALso I'm trying to be really patient with the guy I like. Its really hard for me, I 'm the people who jumps, leaps, and plunges at opportinuties, because eventually tthey dissapear, walk away, and no i don;t like losing th eopportunity. But this time, I'm taking others advice, I'm waiting it out for him to come to me... if he ever does. Hopefully patience is virtue. Hopefully good things come to those who wait. Hopefully when all this waiting is over, I won't walking out alone.Thanks to everybody who has ever listened to my stories, looked at my perespective, loved me for who I am, and also thanks to anybody who donated towards the Breast Cancer foundation. YOu guys rock my socks. I run for everybody, the ones who are battling, I wun for the survivors, but I also run in the hopes that one day, nobody will have to worry about breast cancer. Not you, not me, not our children or theirs. Nobody. I say the twentyfirst century is the century of love. Love yourself and love others. Haha maybe if I'm still around in the twenty second century, it can be the century of peace :)

It's Friday Night.

It's friday night and I can already tell it's the worst week ever, I don't know why but I just can't explain what I'm feeling. It's all in my head I'm sure. Hopefully volunteering tomorrow at the Cornmaze will be fun. I get to dress up like a farmer! Today I saw Easy A with Shelby and Taz, and it was a great movie except for the fact it made me feel like I'm sorta alone, and that it'll take forever for me to find the one. Although I really like a guy right now, that I'm not giving up on. Hopefully I stand out enough for him to notice :) I've been uploading lotsa youtube videos lately which have been fun. I am also hoping that on Sunday, which is when I do the CIBC Breast Cancer Run for the Cure, that I can be faster than last year 30 minutes on the dot! I almost thought of walking this year but I felt that if I walked, it would be a let down to myself. I shall continue this speel some other day, off to cozy up in bed. Night

It's a piece of [vegan] cake.

Its ludicrous no matter how you slice it, but thats how its supposed to be. It's life, and everyone's is different. I see Jintana and Alex together and it makes me kinda happy, and it makes me kinda sad. At first I think what does she have that I don't, but then that though goes away. Shes pretty, nice, and summed up in one word, shes perfect, and I'm actually happy for her, and that outweighs anything. Hopefully they get together. I was telling Jenny how i was watching my anime, and though " He's so hot" then realized it was an anime character, and I was freakking out about how wierd it was, but then she said " That happens" and then I guess it just does, and it's not just me and maybe it's not that wierd. I remember when I was younger and when my boyfriend broke up with me, I pretended I was in love with Edward just to make the pain go away. And it worked, that's all that matters right? Love will save the day, even if it's love for a non-existent character, love for a friend, love for youself, or true love. Mutual love. Yeah, it breaks you too, but think bout it. You wouldn't give it up for the world. Keep smiling happy campers. Love will save the day ♥

Another Day

So today I was at T&T ( local asian super market) and i was walking around looking for vegan things. Then this white ( srry ) lady in her like 60's asked me to tell her the different flavours. I told her I couldn't read it, and then... SHE GOT MAD AT ME ! Fyi, there isn't only asian language, and just because I can't read it doesn't mean I'm illiterate. Geeeez.

Keep it to yourself.

So when people start questioning, about me not eating meat, or convincing me to eat meat, I basically cave. I am so strongly against the whole meat thing that I will snap.It's pretty insane. Its a personal choice so please stop questioning my motives. It's a big choice, so don't you think I looked into it? It's not some fad diet I am on. I am not MISINFORMED. I have read a lifetimes information on it, studied charts, read doctors recommedations, followed up on other people that are eating a plant based diet. I know what I'm doing, and frankly I'm probably a billion times healthier than you. Don't tell me I need meat. I don't. And just causee I'm not giving you all the reasons, is only because I don't want to snap on something that I find so important yet you find insignificant. It's a BIG deal to me. Just cause your fed propaganda about the facts behind meat and that your part of the majority doesn't mean you're right. Not once have i pushed you into stop eating meat, so please don't push me into it. I know you may just be trying to help, but this is one area I'd just like you to stay out of. This isn't directed to any one person. I'm just mad and venting. Btw theres a BIG difference between telling me what I'm doing is wrong, and asking me why I'm doing it. Just lay back and be nice. Thanks : )

Pro - Life

Thrift shopping tomoroww again. It is sort of the funnest thing ever and this time I'm going with the besteer. I posted a video on youtube today, first one in a long time. I also found my remote last nighht, hidden in a very obvious spot. I felt very outsmarted. Day one of swimming was a sucess and also a flunk. Our gym teacher wasn't here and the pool did not appear booked, so they stuck us in the deepend doing laps and other redonkulous doings. During waterpolo many people tried drowning me and were quite successful. Hallowweeen is in about a month and a half, I think I should get going on ideas.. maybe tinman or alice, or maybe something scarier. I'm not too sure. The guy I am currently like decided to walk with me today, then two seconds later decided against it and went to go study. Shutdown lol. Oh well, I am glad he picks schoool over small little nothings. I think today I will head off to bed early and read, because I have jumped back into the reading phase again, thank goodness. I feel much better about reading phases and or exercising phases that I do about anime/youtube phases. Also I'm going to film much more youtube videos of randomness, cause they bring me happiness.Tomro I will film Diesel. SO today Shelby showed me showed me Lady Gaga's latest outfit for the VMA's.. a meat dress. Needless to say I found it disguisting and horrible, and quite sad. Yes she is a outstanding fashion icon, but to me this is a loss. Today in leadership I proposed veganoptions on our school cafeteria menu. Hopefully this idea plays out well. Off to make like a nerd and crack open a book or two. You shape the world, and it's slightly beautiful :)