Summer Life

Another long day. Got back from the Ex and my parents are outa town. Pretty ironic. I think if I've learnt anything this year, it's to take things on the lighter side and don't let people walk all over you. Also, there are alot of things that are a waste of time, a waste of money, just simply :a waste. Sometimes it's okay to have things your way, especially if it is something that will make you truly happy. Follow your heart, sometimes all you need is something different. Go have fun, and don't play by the rules.There are no rules: just be you, and be happy.

YouTube

Spent deux hours filming with shelby, which half didnt showup on my pc. Anyways , had tons of fun and laughed alot and videos shud be up tomro, or soon after. . Makeup tutorials plus us being retarded, anybody? Didn't think so :P but go check it out anyways. Had really yummy desert tonight at earls. It was probably really bad, but i had a pretty healthy main course ( starter salad ). Purchased some reallllly cheap makeup at Ardene today, which is quite funny. C is picking me up tomro and we are going to Cap Ex with a bunch of asians... great * note the sarcasm. My phone bill this month was was like 160 bucks. Ouch. :*( , oh wells, it was happiness money i suppose. Sorry mom. I really need to drive. I would rather enjoy it. Hopefully I don't crash. Crashing is bad. Mosquitos are still on a rampage. I hate it. I become very bumpy, and have a pretty large reaction. I thought it was normal, until i compared myself to others. I hate it when you slap a mosquito and the blood squirts out. Gnarsty :/ California is coming up quite soon, also haircut on August 3rd . I haven't done anything with my hair in so long and I'm slightly scared. Not dying it though, just a cut with S and mom. Heritage days on Monday, and alot more youtubing. Hopefully tomorrow will not be filled with junk food eating, purging and sickness. I will try, you guys sould too. Resist temptation; Be strong. Peaaaaace ♥

Props to OB.

Omg, Barrack Obama put a 10% tax on tanning. Good job Obama! First step to preventing orange people and melanoma. Highfive to the president of the United States of America. I bet he's never gone tanning ;P

The world as we know it

So all month its been raining, and all of a sudden, out comes the killer mosquitos! And they attacked all of everybody, slowly killing us,one by one..Jk , but it is horrible, and getting worse. Anywayss trying to wean myself off of junk. I think junk=disguisting feeling of sickness + fattiness so yeah. Summer has officially started today, even though it's pouring outside like a waterhorse. School ended yesterday, thank goodness! 100% on my essay too, wheeu ! Cali in less than eleven days, seeing D in less than that :). Hello happiness. People say money can't buy happiness, but thats only true to a certain extent. Money can buy you things that result in happiness, but in any case: spend wisely boys and girls. I wish people were more confident in their answers : maybe, iuno, probably, dont count. It's yes or no, or i'll get back to you in x amount of time. That way people can get on with their lives instead of waiting for an answer. But I guess some people are exceptions :), they are worth waiting around for quite a while. My Victoria Secret bathing suit finally came in the mail today, yay ! Pictures up eventually (maybe). S is watching The Real World next to me right now. Anybody else out there watching time killer teeniebopper shows? If I watched too many, my brain might explode. I generally stay away from them and watch more educational things like the Food Network, HGTV, or House. Aperrrently I'm going to the Ex 2 more times. Thats 6 times all together. That's the most Ive ever gone, but I guess Im just making the most out of this summer. I've lost my eyeline more than once this week. And before that I've never lost it before. My room isn't a complete mess either. I believe you reap alot of benefits from cleaning. Its totally worth it. Tip of the day: clean, clean, CLEAN! ( you might find something super awesome. One of my favorite things to find is an old card that had alot of sentimental meaning. More often than not I don't talk to that person anymore. My second favorite thing is money. S just said shes going on California Screaming with me! So excited, the trip is going to be a billion times better now. S is being a loser and trying to read my blog through a camcorder on zoom from really far away. Anyways gonna head out now, S is going to watch the retarded Jersey Shore, and I'm going to do my nails or something. EVerbody should do these 5 things: Clean, Youtube: Saladfingers, Drink water, Be friendly and Smile :)

I had a good day.

Rephrase, I had several good days. The first two with D . Super amazing. Beyond words, unexplainable. Then spent the next day as a "third wheel", surprisingly not that bad. I had a blast and made a new friend! Then I spent today with B. who I haven't seen for ages, and evrything just fell back into its friendly place again. I ate more junk than I've had all month, but i think I'm not going to eat bad things really ever again after august. Bahhaha I bought like 10 wierd flavours of "Jelly Belly jellybeans", buttered popcorn is pretty cool but slightly revolting. The concert tonight was pree amazing, even though I had no idea who it was, I clapped until my hands burned, then clapped some more.Fireworks are a good way to end anyday. During this weekend I realized, how hard it hits that every night I'm so alone. I guess I'm just waiting for opportunity to knock at my door. I'm waiting to be a one of two wheels, instead of the third. I'm waiting for somebody to stay instead of walking away. I'm just plain waiting. But waiting means it's not the end. All in all, had a fantastic weekend, can't wait for the next. Only 3 more days left of school, and 16-ish days until California. Hopefully, the cards play out right, and everyone gets to be happy. Goodluck, and remember:It's not what your doing, its who your with. ♥

Eh? Whitewash..

So I'm Canadian... but asian. Anywho, I do the whole stereotypical Canadian thing ending about 25% of my sentences with "eh". I don't think I do anything a typical asian would do ? Judging myself I'd call myself whitewash... or if your like my VERY white social teacher you'd call it "being a banana." He is silly! Do you know what I do sometimes? I hide twenty dollar bills in my books. Then when I reread it, I get really happy cause I just found a twenty dollar bill. Now i don't reread it till about a year or so later, so it's a complete surprise and makes me very happy. I also used to do that thing where I changed the time on my clock so it was like an hour early, and trick myself into thinking I was getting up at like 6, when it was actually 5 am. I out smarted it though, and eventually just slept in till I was suppose to get up. Once again was a beautiful day, thank goodness and it was so easy to just step outside and go for a walk. I love walks, especially if there's someone to talk to, although most of the time it's just me and Deisel, in which case we run, because I'm not really sure if he knows how to slow down. Random things I'm excited for: tomorrow with D, Cali-forn-I-ayy, CapEX, omg... CHRISTMAS ( i know its a tad early but, meh ) , me and S starting a youtube channel, and other wierd things that would bore you guys, such as online shopping tonight, tehe. Omg, and I know its a fair ways away but I'm excited for the xbox360 release of Gears of War 3! Oh and I found five bucks in my laundry today, which is just plain awesome. Hm, what elseee... do you know what I look at alot ? Eyebrows... they are so different. And omg ( ive said omg alot eh ? ) they, who ever the hell "they are", have created a swimming treadmill, so instead of running on a ongoing track , you swim in oncoming water... in your own home! Bahhahaha.... but apperently these were invented in the 80's ... where the hell have I been ? Google "endless pool." Hahah, I have way too much spare time. So today, I went to the Capitals vs. Cimmeroons ( Tijuana, Mexico ) game , and my team got to go and stand on the field and shake the Capital's hands during the nation anthem. Then me and the mascot Razzle became friends, and he kissed me, and we danced and he ate my head and stuff. To cap ( ahahha PUN ) off the night, the Caps won, woooooot!! Bad thing of the night: i ate cheese perogies :(, and a couple spoonfuls of ice cream but I felt bad so I gave it to E. I have school tomro morning and then homefully i get to see D :)! When I'm older I was lasik eye surgery. I hateeee the process of wearing glasses, putting in contacts, removing them, but hey, atleast with them I can see. When I'm swimming I'm blind as a bat, and people must feel flattered that I'm staring at them, but I'm not... I just cant see them. Do you know what slightly agitates me? Sometimes when Deisel goes in and out of the house ( through the back ) flies come in my house... and they arent regular flies they are mutant ninja flies ! It's slightly scary, but I guess I'd rather crazy mutant flies than no flies at all. Then the ecosystem would be out of wack and then the world might invert and everybody would turn into negative space!!!! Jk, but seriously, these flies need to peace outa my house. Do you know what may seem like it causes problems and stuff but actually is better overall ? Honesty. You may hear this so much, but you can't ever protect somebody by lying. It's like helping somebody who has a headache by stabbing their foot because it will relocate the pain somewhere else, it just makes no sense, so be honest. Tip for life: Prepare for the worst, hope for the best. Smile along the way. oh, and be silly. Thats important. You can't grow up without your inner child. And no, i don't mean "get knocked up."Pfffffffffffffft ! Get outa here :D (p.s. photos up tomro, S fell asleep. she has the pics )

long day ? i think so !

This morning i was up late.. 620. Yes thats late according to me! And then school was very drabby, full of alot of writing and boredom. After school I went to Healthfare with S and had baked sweet potatos (yum) and a spinach smoothie ( yummy and nutritous, although S thought it was gross.. she had a peanut butter banana smoothie ) . Then went to the gym/pool. And guess what ? I was so pumped and in a rush, I forgot my shoes :( , so i ran the track in my gladiators, I didnt work out and instead spent the rest of the time in the pool. A while ago, I used to be so scared to go in the lap pool, because I was afraid people would see my horrible swimming skills but now I love it! OMG, and flippers are SO fun! .. not that I went in the lap pool today, i went in the wave pool, lol. Is anybody out there a work out freak? I'd like to meet you and discuss the act of working out! When I'm at home, my routine is usually , situps, pushups,burpies, weights and skipping ? Also I do things that I have no idea what they are called like the little bicycle thing you do with your body and the one where you are flat and then scrunch up... Anyways, exercising is one of the things in my life that makes me feel better. And if I'm angry, I'll work twice as hard. Do you know what I learnt ? Squished up fruit is WAY better than jam. It's healthier, not processed, without added sugar, and most of all.....FUN! Things I'm trying to cut out of my diet by 2012: dairy, sugar, salt, white flour, processed foods, and toxic people. You all know what toxic people are. They have way too much influence over you and make you a worse person, not a better one. When you hang out with them, it's because you feel obligated to, not because you truely enjoy being with them. I don't think i have a ton of toxic people in my life right now though, maybe one or two. Once you eat right, exercise, and rid yourself of toxic friends, your on the right track to being happy. Even if your lonely, its okay. You'll be healthier, release tons of endorphins, and feel happier over all, just by reaching your goals. Is anybody out there into really stramlined music? I can listen to it, dance to it, but it will never be my preference. I generally listen to Indie music, generally artists nobody has ever heard of. Music makes you happy too! I have plans for pretty much everyday this week, which also makes me happy. I like having plans, goals... a destination. Although to be honest I am a really random person, who often does splur of the moment things withing those plans. Heres a happy goal for all you readers out there: try something new each day for a week, then comment on it ! America's got Talent is on pretty soon, anybody else out there watch it religiously ? I wonder if i ask too many questions for a blog... Tip of the day: The only supplements you should be taking, unless otherwise precribed is Vitamin D ( only if you live in Canada) and B12 ( vegetarians ). Any other supplements will change the way your body metabolizes things and releases nutrients and hormones, therefore leading your body to be out of wack. Oh yeah, don't forget to smile, cause it just makes you a billion times more attractive. :)

Things get better. Trust me.

So I started off with a craptacular summer and it just keeps getting better ! So, about a week ago ( a little bit more) i found a lump in my breast, which followed up with doctors appointments and ultrasounds. Needless to say, i disliked being touched but it had to be done. Anywho, today I found out that it's fibroadenomas, a benign tumour. Yay, no cancer for me :) ! I'd also like to add last week my mother declared that my family along with my best friend S would be going to California for ten days. I'm uber excited as it's the first time my bestfriend has gone out of the country and it's with me! We will be visiting a variety of themeparks, all/most that I have been to, but Disneyland is still my favorite. I say you cannot be too old for Disneyland, what do you think? Also, in my class today I got 100% on my exam, wheeeu! 7 more days of getting up early for school left, plus I get to see D on Friday. Another highlight is Capital Ex is starting up ( does that give away my location ? oh well ) I was talking about my puppy Deisel earlier today and I found a not too shaby photo of him. He's also in my profile picture licking my face. He looks pretty big, but he's not. He's about the size of a really big shoe box... or a really small moviing box? Bahahah, anways he is super energetic , and can outrun me anyday. Back to California, I'm going to be realy lame when I get there and start singing California Girls, and Californacation, and other California-ey songs. :) , personally I think i have a pretty decent singing voice, but I'm sure some people would say otherwise. Anybody know any good beaches around the Anaheim area? Yes, I've been to California 3 times and haven't gone to any beachs. Time for me to break that streak. Hello bathing suit shopping :) . Any opinions on monokinis ? Cheeers !

Random

Snacks are good and help curb hunger, but I don't ever want to over snack. Things i do insteadof snack if I'm hungry are : FLOSS! , drink water, brush my teeth, do my nails, exercise, and sleep. What helps you guys not-over eat ? Also, random but whats your opinion on belly button rings ? Also, does driving freak you out? ( because it slightly scares me alot )

Voice.

Ten seconds ago I posted my first blog and realized i sounded nothing like me. The whole reason I started blogging was because i wanted and outlet. To be honest , i don't know what I will blog about everyday, but I know one day everything will piece together and maybe I'll start getting readers. My first blog was a flop, but in a couple hours I'll try again. Whats the harm? Either nobody will read it, or somebody will. Is anybody else experiencing really crappy weather ? On and off storms with short breaks of sunshine ? I'm hoping the sun will come out and stay for the rest of the summer. It's one of the things that can make me happy. Other happiness items: watching House, eating cereal, smelling Godiva Chocolate candles, reading a good book, and getting one of those amazing text messages that make you smile endlessly and reading it over and over again . Stay Happy .

my first blog.

Hello there readers. Is anybody out there ? I am curently readin the books : The Happiness Project by Gretchen Rubin and The China Study by T.Colin Campbell. I can honestly say these two books have changed my life drastically, for the better, and that even if you aren't a "book-person" you should read "The China Study" atleast once in your lifetime. Also, are you one of those females that are way too trusting, fall in love too fast, feel like you eat what you shouldn't and cry all the time? Well, to that I can relate. I'm at a point in my life where I feel like seizing the day, living like there's no tomorrow, but i have so many limitations that I never actually do it. I got my puppy so I could have a loyal "forever" friend, but by the end of the day I am so tuckered out, i hardly see him. He's currently a 9 month old pure bred yorkie, and I love him to pieces but sometimes he is way more playful than I can handle. But maybe, it's just because he's a male. You want them , but sometimes it's too much. Sometimes it's not enough. Sometime's they just run away and are lost forever . I'd like to believe in karma and that everything happens for a reason, but occaisonally i just feel like i got pushed off the curb. Now, when that feeling does come over me, I try to smile. Things can only go up from here. Remember, happiness is more than just being okay, or fine, or content. Happiness is key to life. Now smile.