It's a piece of [vegan] cake.

Its ludicrous no matter how you slice it, but thats how its supposed to be. It's life, and everyone's is different. I see Jintana and Alex together and it makes me kinda happy, and it makes me kinda sad. At first I think what does she have that I don't, but then that though goes away. Shes pretty, nice, and summed up in one word, shes perfect, and I'm actually happy for her, and that outweighs anything. Hopefully they get together. I was telling Jenny how i was watching my anime, and though " He's so hot" then realized it was an anime character, and I was freakking out about how wierd it was, but then she said " That happens" and then I guess it just does, and it's not just me and maybe it's not that wierd. I remember when I was younger and when my boyfriend broke up with me, I pretended I was in love with Edward just to make the pain go away. And it worked, that's all that matters right? Love will save the day, even if it's love for a non-existent character, love for a friend, love for youself, or true love. Mutual love. Yeah, it breaks you too, but think bout it. You wouldn't give it up for the world. Keep smiling happy campers. Love will save the day ♥

Another Day

So today I was at T&T ( local asian super market) and i was walking around looking for vegan things. Then this white ( srry ) lady in her like 60's asked me to tell her the different flavours. I told her I couldn't read it, and then... SHE GOT MAD AT ME ! Fyi, there isn't only asian language, and just because I can't read it doesn't mean I'm illiterate. Geeeez.

Keep it to yourself.

So when people start questioning, about me not eating meat, or convincing me to eat meat, I basically cave. I am so strongly against the whole meat thing that I will snap.It's pretty insane. Its a personal choice so please stop questioning my motives. It's a big choice, so don't you think I looked into it? It's not some fad diet I am on. I am not MISINFORMED. I have read a lifetimes information on it, studied charts, read doctors recommedations, followed up on other people that are eating a plant based diet. I know what I'm doing, and frankly I'm probably a billion times healthier than you. Don't tell me I need meat. I don't. And just causee I'm not giving you all the reasons, is only because I don't want to snap on something that I find so important yet you find insignificant. It's a BIG deal to me. Just cause your fed propaganda about the facts behind meat and that your part of the majority doesn't mean you're right. Not once have i pushed you into stop eating meat, so please don't push me into it. I know you may just be trying to help, but this is one area I'd just like you to stay out of. This isn't directed to any one person. I'm just mad and venting. Btw theres a BIG difference between telling me what I'm doing is wrong, and asking me why I'm doing it. Just lay back and be nice. Thanks : )

Pro - Life

Thrift shopping tomoroww again. It is sort of the funnest thing ever and this time I'm going with the besteer. I posted a video on youtube today, first one in a long time. I also found my remote last nighht, hidden in a very obvious spot. I felt very outsmarted. Day one of swimming was a sucess and also a flunk. Our gym teacher wasn't here and the pool did not appear booked, so they stuck us in the deepend doing laps and other redonkulous doings. During waterpolo many people tried drowning me and were quite successful. Hallowweeen is in about a month and a half, I think I should get going on ideas.. maybe tinman or alice, or maybe something scarier. I'm not too sure. The guy I am currently like decided to walk with me today, then two seconds later decided against it and went to go study. Shutdown lol. Oh well, I am glad he picks schoool over small little nothings. I think today I will head off to bed early and read, because I have jumped back into the reading phase again, thank goodness. I feel much better about reading phases and or exercising phases that I do about anime/youtube phases. Also I'm going to film much more youtube videos of randomness, cause they bring me happiness.Tomro I will film Diesel. SO today Shelby showed me showed me Lady Gaga's latest outfit for the VMA's.. a meat dress. Needless to say I found it disguisting and horrible, and quite sad. Yes she is a outstanding fashion icon, but to me this is a loss. Today in leadership I proposed veganoptions on our school cafeteria menu. Hopefully this idea plays out well. Off to make like a nerd and crack open a book or two. You shape the world, and it's slightly beautiful :)

I am so gross, and so human : )

So i went to go sneeze into my shirt/shoulderrrr, because sneezing into your hands is so unsanitary due to all the htings you touched, but instead my hair was on my shoulder and i sneezed on that instead. EWWWWWW. Anyways, my remote is still MIA, therefore i missed the VMA's. Anybody else watch it? Was it worth it? I didn't watch it last year either so whatevss.Being very Sunday nightish right now and folding laundry, along with the youtube, and facebook. Makeup Vlogger meaganheartsmakeup was talking about how MAC reps are much more angry looking whereas Sephora reps are much more friendly << agreeeeed x a billion. I feeel like going out for a jog, even tho its latish out ( 1036 ) Hmm in the last hour i ate an orange, half a banana, a quarter of a mango, two tablespoons of hummus, half a pita bread, and three crackers. Holy motheeeer ! I attempted giving food away via facebook, but it did not work so well, lol. Today was my first time inside Value Village. It was one of the funnest experiences ever. I purchased vintage flats, the Japanesey/Korean Flats, a jacket, A Knit Tshirt Thingy, and a Belt.

( click it, it gets biigger )Anyways that isn't my value village, i just decided to fillin the empty spot with one i found on google :). Hm whaaat elsee? School starts up again tomro, and my first leadership seminar. Saturday is my first volentter op with Shelby at Kilkenny Hall. Then the run, then two events working with the homeless. All week in school I am swimming first thing in the morning, so Im guessing my makeup will hardly be done and my hair will not be done at all. Au Natural Baby :) Physics test tomorrow as well, I am aiming for the 100% mark. As an ode to my new clothes from VV and XXI, ( Value Village and Forever 21) tomorrow is vintage day. ♥ I have a feeling that this year will beee waay better than the last, and if its not, then I'lll just make it that waay. Everybody do it up! Life isn't set in stone, its all in perspective. So reset your mind, and KNOW that things are only going to go up from here. Down is impossible. Negative is unthinkable, and failure, thats not an option. SMILEEEE a ton, and it'll show. (:)

9/11

Today being 9/11, people are sending their hearts out to those who have passed and those families still suffering. My heart goes out too. I think its great that everybody is doing this but there is so much more that can be done. Has anybody seen the movie sicko? There is so much help that isn't being recieved by the people taking part in this and if the whole world realized this, many people will be taken care of. On to my next point: Florida man burning the Kuran. Too much media hype. It has been done before and the media is just making the story bigger. He probably is enjoying the publicity. It's just a stunt. If it wasn't publicized the event wouldn't of hurt so many people. What he is doing is horrible, but the media just blew it out of porportion. Thats my blab on politics for the day. Anyways today Shelby and I went shopping at west ed and foundd the bestest deals in the whole wide world. Don't you just love finding a bargain? After that we went to the Waterpark and had fun althoiough I took in alot of water through my nose. Oddly enough I know how to swim, can hold my breath for a long time, can exhale in porportionate amounts ,and tread water yet I cannot grasp how to float ( I used to be able to). Hm whatelse, heart break hurts and you get over it. I mean, it never seems like it but you move on. It's life, and it is a good thing, don't worry. Righhhht now I'm really into this guy. Yes I'm straight, is that surprising? Jk. Anyways, I doubt he'll ever take an interest in me or even notice how much I like him. But I guess it's okay. I am quite content right now. He's a nice guy, even though he makes me do the stupidest things and say the stupidest things around him. I sound like just a typical teenage girl. Damn. Shelby and I have officially joined the Green Team and I have taken quite an interest in it. I'm excited for it again next week. FYI we just pick up recycling, help the enviroment so on and so forth and I take quite a fancy in it. Also I am joining Leadership and doing a whole bunch of other volenteeeering acts. Hello scholarships :) ! Hm, I seem to have lost my tv remote control for over 2 months.. Please come back to me. No i am not too lazy to turn off the tv, I just want to set my TV on sleep, and it doesnt have that button > :(. So far during school I have not worn a pair of jeans yet. I feel like I still need to make more of an impression, and not blend in quite yet. I enjoy dressing up, it's just fun altogether and I feel much more fashionable, and can pretend to be a teacher with clicky heels behind other students. My mother found some toe rings, which I really enjoy but it's about 2 months too late to be wearing them. Summer ended quite a while ago. The weather feels like its skipping Autumn and going straight to Winter. To everybody ot there, yes I am complaining about not having my remote but honestly its no biggy. Be greatful for what you have. If your are reading this right now, you are way more privledged than most. If you can freely drink a glass of water everyday, or go to bed under a roof you are lucky. Somebody loves you, somebody cares. Share the love ♥

Males in General

Hello, ol'faithful. A friend of mine once told me, that depsperate isn''t cool. It was pretty obvious, I was desperate. Maybe, I still am. You could say I had high standards: good looks, funny, smart and knew how to prioritize. He had to know when to stop, and when to start, and know how to save money. He had to have a outlook, be supportive, and had decent parents that liked me. You see, when I pick a guy, all these standards go away. Love is love, and I am blind. I suppose, I just don't like being alone. Is it the same for everybody? It think the word falling is quite appropriate. So last night I downloaded an app for my phone which claimed would hypnotize me and reduce my snacking habits, and surprisingly i was actually hypnotized for a while, and it was such a wierd experience. I'm trying it again! Tomorrow I am doing my liquid fast and this time I will suceeed. << lol. Gym in the mornings is still fun, and hasn't let me down yet. Also went to the gym tonight and worked on the bikes the whole time, and burned 300+ calories. I feel like it was pretty progressive. You know how some people have more than one best friend? Newsflash but not everybody can be your best friend. There are things such as just friends and aquaintances, and it's okay to have enemies. Since I feel as though I need to step up, I am off to go find a outfit and study ( even though I don't have a test). Pat yourself on the back :)

Welcome Back Christine. Why Thank You : )

Hahha so I've become a white-wash asian fail and have gotten back into the land of anime. Yes. I have been defeated by my reoccuring addiction. Sorry for not blogging, not that I have many followers, but y'know. SO going vegan has been pretty easy so far. I don't really miss too much except for cheesecake, but once I find a vegan version I'll be fine. I need to cut down on portion sizes still because between 6 and 10 o clock i just eat non stop and thats no good. I keep saying I'm finally getting over Cameron but I dont really know if I am. He's far away, but I still constantly think of him. Am I in love? Not at all. Do I miss him? A little. SO I have been in school for exactly 2 days now, and so far my favorite class is Physical Education. Although I start my day off with gym every morning, quite surprisingly I continue on with my day looking quite the same as before I stepped in gym. Going to give myself props for that :). My horrendously messy room is now just a normal messy room, as I finally got to putting away my toothpaste covered suitcase. My desk is still a mess, which I will be working on because I find clutter to slow down my brain flow :/. Shelby and I went to the mall today and I got about a billion things for under 4 dollars each, yay for bargains! I haven't picked up the guitar since before Cali, so I'm thinking of starting again once my room is clean, as well as starting my pushup/situp/jumprope ritual. If anybody ever feels lack of motivation at anything, either at school joining a team, what to wear, or encouragement at the gym, my advice is bring a friend. Honestly, its what they're there for. Oh yes, I got bangs, once again, and apperently so did Jenny, which slightly rocks my boat but oh well. Summer is turning into Autumn. I know its not a new year, but it is a new school year for me. My New [School] Year Resolution: Stay Vegan, aim for over 85%, no skipping school, Clean my room and keep it clean, and try to be happy, even if it means never having a boyfriend ( yeah right ;P ). Halloween's coming up, what's everybody doing for that? Anyways going to cut it off now; try your best at everything, winning is fun, but winning faily is funner. When you put yourself in the best possible position, things can only go up from there. Starting today, put yourself there, happiness is only a step away. Smiling is a must.